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Goals/projects for the summer.

Okay, so it’s the summer (obviously) and I gave myself some projects to keep myself occupied. I applied to a couple jobs once I came back from Mexico and hopefully I get a call back because I really can’t work at my old summer job anymore. I just can’t do it to myself.

Anyways, my projects so far are to:

• Teach myself a language (ambitious, I know). The language will be Spanish even though I’ve been taking classes since like pre school but I actually need to learn it if I plan on really minoring in the language.
• Braid my whole head by myself. I already accomplished this and it took me a day and a half and twelves packs of hair to complete. Ridiculous but it didn’t come out bad at all (check me out).
• Create/alter my own clothing. My real goal is to make pants but I have a couple of other projects I want to try out so I’ll give those a go.
• Read thirteen books. Self explanatory. I started Eat, Pray, Love it’s interesting so far. I’ll probably watch the movie afterwards. (If you have any suggestions for books leave some in my ask box!)
• Save, save, save! This shouldn’t be a project but I am terrible at it so I mean why not learn how to do it now.
• Learn/perfect my make up skill. I’m not really into make up just lipsticks but I might as well learn it all this summer. I can’t leave the house looking like IT, right?
• Find a gym and actually commit.
• Lastly (for now), find/make friends with people who share the same interests as me. As easy as it may sound, it’s not and I’m finally realized how many people don’t really share that many similar interests as me.

I’m also going to make a bucket list and put these things on it. I plan on completing the bucket list (*crosses fingers*) this summer or hopefully before the year is through.

I never knew a smell could be so soothing and disturbing at the same time.

I want things I know I shouldn’t have but it makes me want it ten times more.

I had my roommate change my password and deactivate my Facebook. I’m having my sister change my password on Twitter and that just leaves Tumblr. I’m debating whether or not I want to go through all these extreme lengths but I need to focus. It’s the only way I can. I wish I had enough will power to just let these things go but I am the worst procrastinator in the world. Sigh. This hiatus is definitely needed though.

I love the faint smell left on a sweater.

I’ve just been in my thoughts for the past two weeks. I don’t know what’s up with me but I do know what needs to happen. It needs to happen fast because I blow a fuse. Better yet, that might not be what I need but it’s what I want and that’s honestly the only thing that matters right now.

My life is a joke. It’s come to the point where I just can’t help but laugh. It may not even be funny in a comical sense but it’s just like wow, this really happened to me? I just hope I’m able to remember half these things when I’m older so I can laugh even harder looking back.